SO WITH ALL THIS EXCITEMENT OVER BABIES AND MARRIAGE AND WHATNOT, I'M GOING WITH HARRY ON THIS LITTLE ROADTRIP OF HIS. I MEAN, I HATE TO LEAVE THE NEW PLACE AFTER I'VE SETTLED IN, BUT I THINK GOING AWAY WILL DO ME GOOD. PLUS, A ROADTRIP WITH HARRY? IT WILL ONLY END WELL.

IT'LL MAKE ME NOT FEEL AS ALONE AS I DO RIGHT NOW.IN THE MEAN TIME, I BROKE ( Read more... )

I CAN'T TAKE MUCH MORE OF THIS CRAP. I REALLY CAN'T. IT FEELS AS THOUGH I MIGHT SNAP AT ANY MOMENT NOW. NORA'S OFFERED, AND I'M GOING TO GO HANG OUT WITH HER FOR AWHILE. OTHERWISE, I'LL PROBABLY LOSE MY MIND.

I CAN'T COPE RIGHT NOW. AND I'M SO SICK OF CRYING.

SO HARRY'S IN LIMBO BECAUSE OF HIS ATTEMPTS TO SAVE TESSA, MY SISTER IS BEAT UP, AND IN GENERAL, PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT ARE HURTING BADLY. AND I CAN'T DO ANYTHING. FUCK.

*BREAKS DOWN SOBBING IN HER HOTEL ROOM*

SO CONSIDERING THAT MY HEAD IS STILL POUNDING AND MY ANKLE IS...A REALLY UGLY COLOR RIGHT NOW, I'VE CHECKED MYSELF BACK INTO THE HOSPITAL WITH HELP. I'M HERE:


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*SHOWS HIM THIS POSTER HE MADE WHILE THEY ARE WATCHING BUFFY*

YOU ARE THE:


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*GETS OUT HIS SUITCASE*


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*CLUTCHING HIS BLOODY HAND*

I'M SO EXHAUSTED. PHYSICALLY. MENTALLY. IT'S HARD TRYING TO BE HAPPY FOR EVERYONE ELSE. I'M JUST DRAINED. I CAN'T EVEN BRING MYSELF TO MOVE RIGHT NOW. AND IT'S TOO DAMN HOT.

HARRY, YOU STUPID, STUPID SON OF A BITCH.

*TRYING TO STAY PUT TOGETHER FOR EVERYONE ELSE*

GODDAMN IT.

THERE'S JUST SO MUCH NEGATIVITY AND DRAMA LATELY, IT'S OVERWHELMING. MY HEAD IS POUNDING, MY BODY ACHES, AND THEN THERE'S THE EMOTIONAL STRESS OF EVERYTHING ELSE. I ALMOST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. *RUBS HIS FOREHEAD*

NATURALLY, I'VE EXPRESSED MY FEELINGS THROUGH FOOD:

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